It's an eery feeling, seeing yourself in a video on youtube from a time where you had no clue what was about to happen and when you had no clue who you were going to meet soon. I imagine my brain like a circle and only parts of it are colorful, other parts are still empty.
I remember everything from my time at VidCon 2013, how much I loved it and how much I hated it. When I met Will and RJ for the 2nd time but didn't know them at all, when I met Miles and Jake and Nick and Ken and hat no idea that I was going to travel through Europe with them within the next 2 years.
I can't get over that feeling.
It would be nice if I could find words for this. Because for me this is one the most predominant feelings of both tours, Europe689 and DTour alike. Being in a place, experiencing things, but not knowing the most important people in my life yet. People I was going to meet only a couple of days later.